I can't wait until spring break.

I wonder what I'm going to do. My brother is coming back from California with Renee that weekend of my spring break. I'm kind of nervous. My brother and I have never been really close. In the past, we've had friction with each other. You could even say that I was often nervous around him. One time he told me that he was afraid of talking to me, in fear that he may offend me. The irony of it is that I'm afraid of talking to him, in fear of being offended, but the sad truth is, I didn't tell him that. So, I guess there's a wall between the two of us. One is afraid of talking to the other for the same exact reason.

aiyah...