reminiscing on how things were and wishing how things could be.

God is good. Just pray. He'll bring you into places you could have never imagined.

irresponsible.

i've lost my phone. So if you've tried to contact me within the last 24 hours, sorry. Call me at my house phone or email me.

dubious.

i think i may need to consider a new major.

Religion.

I get kinda antsy whenever my management teacher talks about God in class. I think i get antsy whenever a professor talks about religion and isn't a religion teacher. I should expect it cause i go to a baptist school. But. I don't know.

Maybe it's not because my teachers are talking about it, but maybe i've grown uncomfortable talking about God outside of church. How sad.

I remember, God using me at different times in different ways to glorify Him. I thought, all that needed to be done has been done. i guess not. God is reappearing in my life again in a different more subtle way. I hope he stays this time, because i don't know what to do without him.

the air becomes thinner.

It is finally getting cold. One thing comes to mind when the weather starts to change, fall finals are nearing.

Then i proceed to panic mode.

If i've learned anything at all, i've learned that i'll never have enough time for any one thing.

oh and another thing i have to mentioned, as of late, my faith in people has dramatically decreased.

asian fest was a success.

it's time to grow up.

Hebrews 5:13-14
Anyone who lives on milk, being still an infant, is not acquainted with the teaching about righteousness. But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.

I've been thinking a lot lately. It's time to get in touch with reality of things. I can't live without God anymore. No matter how much I would want to shut Him out of my life, the unavoidable truth is that i'm helpless without his Spirit in my life.

Quit playing games, Grace. Know Him.

my cheeks hurt from smiling too much.

my throat hurts from laughing and screaming

so far, its a good weekend.

Asian Students Association presents...

ASIANFEST 2005
(2-day event - November 4 & 5)
7:30pm both nights

November 4: PANDAmonium Culture Show
Where: Barfield Drawing Rm.
Extra Info: cultural & modern dances, singers
and orchestra, fashion show, refreshments

November 5: Annual Banquet
Where: Cashion 5th fl. (left of elevator)
Extra Info: semiformal event, Chinese buffet,
keynote speaker Eric Liu (author of The Accidental
Asian and former speechwriter for Bill Clinton)

Ticket prices:
Culture Show: $2 for any student, $5 for others
Banquet: $6 for members,
$8 for non-member students,
$10 for others

Slacker.

I went to sleep at 10. I woke up at 8 to use the restroom. I went back to sleep a few minutes after. Then, i woke up at 11:30. My teacher should never cancel class, otherwise, i sleep 12+ hours.

I had the most surreal dream though. The entire dream's setting was right by the ocean or lake. My family had decided to go on a family trip and it was around the time that i was going to turn 21 (i remember this because my parents were joking about how i could buy alcohol while looking so young in the dream).But once we reached our destination, I ran off to meet with my friends from Baylor. I thought it was kind of ironic that i was on a family trip and end up playing with my friends. But i didn't care. I went to play tag with what seemed like a mix of people from AFC and ASA. One of the girls had a BB gun, not one of the guys, but one of the girls had a BB gun. She and I started to pick up rocks in place of the little pellets. She shot at people and we would start laughing at them right when they got hit. I felt so cruel. At the same time, it was exhilarating.

I think i miss having fun. It's been a while. I know that i laugh once in a while. But i don't remember the last time that i truly had fun where i could be carefree and enjoy life and its blessings. I often vicariously live through the life of others or through the ones i see on media. But that's unrealistic, yes?

I sure hope this weekend will be good.

reminder: do not call oppa.