Thursday, April 28, 2005

new look.

Of course, i decided to change my template. Now i reverted back to using blogger's templates. It's nice looking. professional. i like it. Maybe it'll last a little longer...probably not.

I'm listening to john mayer's old cd. It's odd how music can bring back so many old memories. i've been sitting here in my room for the last 3 hours listening to the cd on repeat, remembering my high school days. Nostalgia. how bittersweet it is.

Next week is dead week. My first final is on thursday. My last on monday. can't wait until it is all over. I've been homesick lately. I really want to go home and hug my parents, my brothers, and my dog. hehe. Summer will be uber busy. I'll be taking classes like mad at hcc.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

oye ve

I'm sick. I'm sneezing, sniffing, and coughing like none other. Please pray i get better before finals.

boo.

But praise God, this weekend will be good.

We're going to Six Flags. Although, i really should just stay and study. aiyah. Nah, i'd rather go play.

g'day friends.

matthew 11:28-30
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

one month.

in one month, can so many things happen.

happy one month, babe.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

how depressing.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

oye.

stressed.



and i only have myself to blame.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Desperate need of oxygen.

in the middle of the night, i grasp at my heart feeling it beat after beat as if it was going 80 miles an hour. Once i grabbed at my chest, it felt like my heart was being clenched and squeezed from life. I may die of a heart attack, guys.

i jest.

But seriously, i had the weirdest feeling last night. My heart felt like it was pumping way too hard than need be. Maybe listening to trance music while sleeping does that to you. =P

I've been missing in action (MIA). I haven't blogged since spring break. A lot of different events and feelings have come and gone. I really feel that blogging helps me express my feelings more coherently. So i shall do my best to sound somewhat understandable.

Spring break was fun. I got to hang out with hanna in Houston. We ate a lot! It was quite a binge fest down in houston between the two of us. I guess i wanted for her to have a lot of fun. and eating is fun. so therefore, we had a lot of fun cause we had a lot to eat. Anyway, there was this one night where we went to Karaoke and it was just the two of us. That was a lot of fun. I didn't expect it to be fun because it is just between the two of us, but surprisingly we had a 2 hour sing fest in that big room. I regret not spending much time with Michael. It was cute. He would complain to my mom for my neglecting him.

"Why does Grace have to come back if she doesn't even hang out with us [us being him]?"

Don't worry Michael, once i get back to Houston, you will never have to worry about me not hanging out with you.

Come back for 4 days of school, and Easter Break comes and goes. I went to Dallas for a day. It was quite enjoyable to say the least. We had Dim Sum, went to Eva's place, then Main Event, ate some really good Korean food, and Karaoke again! Around 15 people, give or take a few, that drove from Waco to Dallas and we met up more people in Dallas. It was a really big group so Laser Tag was a lot of fun at Main Event.

...Now crunch time. School is nearly over. I need to buckle down and study.

My brother came into town on Saturday and left after lunch on Sunday. He came to go to church at Antioch. I went to visit the church for the first time as well as to meet him up. Seeing Andy, made me realize how our relationship has manuevered onto the rocks. I don't really interact with my brother. You could say i have a broken relationship with Andy. When he called me to find a place for him and his friends to stay, i felt like he would only call to ask something of me. Granted, he and his friends decided to stay at a motel. I don't know. I'm not ready to love him. But Lord, please help me try.

The sermon was about Integrity by Pastor Jimmy. I couldn't help but feel convicted. I once told myself that i wanted to lead a life of integrity. It doesn't feel like i have been doing so. I mean, i have, but not to the full extent of glorifying God with my heart, body, and soul. A good point that he made was that if we say we abide in Jesus, why don't we walk like him. I want to walk like him and walk with him. I hope for the sake of Jesus.

the end.