SUPERMAN RETURNS
GO SEE IT! I absolutely LOVED the movie! it was soo good. Kate Bosworth was okay. I think Natalie Portman would have been a better Lois Lane. Kevin Spacey was incredible as Lex Luthor. Finally, I loved Brandon Routh as Superman. I think he's absolutely GORGEOUS! He is really hott.
During the movie, I couldn't help (once again) feeling utterly smitten by a handsome man with charm, chivalry, and overall, compassion. I thought, "I want my guy to be Superman." I don't mind being Lois Lane, at all. I also think that I'm not alone in having these inappropriate feelings for a fictional character. haha.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
bridget jones's diary.
I just did the unthinkable. I watched the same movie twice in one night, back-to-back. I'm insane. I'm also a procrastinator. I have a project due on tuesday. It's worth nearly a third of my grade. Aye.
I can't get over it. I want a man like that. He is the nice guy that didn't finish last. He is the ambitious guy that knows what he wants out of life. He is the romantic guy that is willing to be vulnerable to the woman he loves. --sigh--
Two quotes that I absolutely love by Colin Firth:
"I like you -- i like you, just as you are."
"In vain have I struggled, it will not do. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you."
I wonder how hard it really is to find a guy once college is over. One of my friends say that the best time to find a mate is in college. Once you hit the real world, things just get harder. Great. It's hard enough as it is living as a college student. Life after couldn't be much worse, or could it?
I'll daydream some more and i'll get back to you. As of now, I'm single [not that i'm proud of it nor am i telling the world. simply that i'm willing to be content] and dreaming of my dream guy.
I can't get over it. I want a man like that. He is the nice guy that didn't finish last. He is the ambitious guy that knows what he wants out of life. He is the romantic guy that is willing to be vulnerable to the woman he loves. --sigh--
Two quotes that I absolutely love by Colin Firth:
"I like you -- i like you, just as you are."
"In vain have I struggled, it will not do. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you."
I wonder how hard it really is to find a guy once college is over. One of my friends say that the best time to find a mate is in college. Once you hit the real world, things just get harder. Great. It's hard enough as it is living as a college student. Life after couldn't be much worse, or could it?
I'll daydream some more and i'll get back to you. As of now, I'm single [not that i'm proud of it nor am i telling the world. simply that i'm willing to be content] and dreaming of my dream guy.
Friday, June 23, 2006
I'm fine, i think
I'm just now coping from my break-up. I don't know. It's something I just don't understand. I think, initially, guys are attracted to something about me. But then, once they get to know me and my flaws, they flee! I have problems. Who doesn't? I just thought things would be different this time around, you know?
He's just not that interested in you. Right. That's right. Who cares? I don't. Because the guy that really was interested in me, wouldn't let me go.
Do i care? maybe i do.
This relationship thing sucks. I found out about two engagements in the last semester. It's crazy. I can't believe people are already getting married, and here am i, sulking about the doom of my love life.
Oh well, we move on. Life sucks. BUT. God is good.
He's just not that interested in you. Right. That's right. Who cares? I don't. Because the guy that really was interested in me, wouldn't let me go.
Do i care? maybe i do.
This relationship thing sucks. I found out about two engagements in the last semester. It's crazy. I can't believe people are already getting married, and here am i, sulking about the doom of my love life.
Oh well, we move on. Life sucks. BUT. God is good.
Monday, June 19, 2006
phone call.
a few things i learned tonight.
my mom knows me. my dad has faith in me. my brother forgives. my heart is hardened.
when will i ever be content.
my mom knows me. my dad has faith in me. my brother forgives. my heart is hardened.
when will i ever be content.
Friday, June 09, 2006
dreams.
i had one of my most darkest dreams last night. A couple of my friends and i were at a family's home. At first, the family seemed pleasant and friendly and sane. After spending a day with them, i noticed something was going on. It seemed as if they were possessed in a way. The father was hardly around and whenever he was he had this sulky aura about him. The mother was overly protective about her children. The boys were confused and seemed sexually frustrated. The entire time i was there, i felt like they were possessed and at any moment they would come and haunt me. One night, they were having a party and the two boys were sitting with a guy who seemed like a shadow himself. It was really creepy. I felt like wherever i went, they would be lurking about, stalking me with their incestuous spirits. It was a gross. I woke up disturbed. I scared myself so much that i awoke. And for awhile i couldn't sleep. I then i prayed. I felt back to sleep.
But then, I had another dream, which seemed like a continuation of a past dream i had. I was at a bar with a couple of friends. One of them couldn't finish her drink while i was ordering mine. So i offered to finish hers, even though i knew that i couldn't take much alcohol in. Soon the bar closed, i finished my drink and ran out the door. Two other girls were running to their cars for some reason. I followed suit. Then i couldn't find my car where i had originally parked. So i ran towards the lot where they tow cars. I found my car by unlocking with it with my key. But suddenly, i realized a man was right by my car. It seemed as if he was trying to jack it. But then he started to move towards the red car on the right side of my car. But as soon as i was at my door, i opened it and the man was sitting there in the passenger seat with a gun in his hand. I was petrified. He told me to take him home. I told him i couldn't. Then he cocked the gun and told me to take him home with a more stern voice. I made him promise that he wouldn't hurt me if i did. he nodded. But while I was driving, i got so nervous that i started to cry. As soon as i asked where am i going, i saw from the corner of my eye the gun being point at me. I woke up right when he had shot the gun.
But then, I had another dream, which seemed like a continuation of a past dream i had. I was at a bar with a couple of friends. One of them couldn't finish her drink while i was ordering mine. So i offered to finish hers, even though i knew that i couldn't take much alcohol in. Soon the bar closed, i finished my drink and ran out the door. Two other girls were running to their cars for some reason. I followed suit. Then i couldn't find my car where i had originally parked. So i ran towards the lot where they tow cars. I found my car by unlocking with it with my key. But suddenly, i realized a man was right by my car. It seemed as if he was trying to jack it. But then he started to move towards the red car on the right side of my car. But as soon as i was at my door, i opened it and the man was sitting there in the passenger seat with a gun in his hand. I was petrified. He told me to take him home. I told him i couldn't. Then he cocked the gun and told me to take him home with a more stern voice. I made him promise that he wouldn't hurt me if i did. he nodded. But while I was driving, i got so nervous that i started to cry. As soon as i asked where am i going, i saw from the corner of my eye the gun being point at me. I woke up right when he had shot the gun.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
I think I am most contemplative at night. There's nothing else to occupy my mind; no agenda, no classes, no errands, no people. All I have is myself in my head.
I am going back to houston this weekend. I'm kind of scared about going back. I'm not exactly sure why. I'm going back to pick up my dog and bring him here to my apartment while my older brother is in california for a conference, and my mother and my younger brother is going to China to visit my father, and I'm taking them to the airport. I'll be in texas all by myself, well with my dog of course. It's odd. I never thought about it, but I've been living by myself for a very long time. Yeah, I depend on my parents financially, which is a big part. But i never really needed them otherwise. Once I get my own job, I'll have to really live on my own. What a frightening thought. Did i ever tell you that i'm afraid of being alone? i am.
Jennifer is in florida. Elaine is in DC. man, i miss them.
I am going back to houston this weekend. I'm kind of scared about going back. I'm not exactly sure why. I'm going back to pick up my dog and bring him here to my apartment while my older brother is in california for a conference, and my mother and my younger brother is going to China to visit my father, and I'm taking them to the airport. I'll be in texas all by myself, well with my dog of course. It's odd. I never thought about it, but I've been living by myself for a very long time. Yeah, I depend on my parents financially, which is a big part. But i never really needed them otherwise. Once I get my own job, I'll have to really live on my own. What a frightening thought. Did i ever tell you that i'm afraid of being alone? i am.
Jennifer is in florida. Elaine is in DC. man, i miss them.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
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