Today, a former student of Clements came to recruit freshmen into A&M. I went up to her and asked a ton of questions. I think she got annoyed with me. hehe. Anyway, I'm leaning more on A&M more than Baylor. I think my chances of getting in are pretty good now. But I'm still keeping my fingers crossed. Anyway, in the end, it doesn't really matter where I go. Just go.

Lately, the concept of leaning into God's will has been heavily weighed on my heart. God's will is intertwined with my will. Though, he has a blueprint of my life, he still keeps me in the dark most of the time....all right...all the time. If going to college is such a big deal, then God will surely make a way for me to see a clear vision of what he has in store. I just need to stay in faith, walk in it, and know it's all that I can do.

I am very special. hehe. Max Lucado has a series of children's books. It just emphasizes the extravagant love of God and how he made me special.

It makes me feel like a child again, reading those books. At the same time, it's very comforting. Because it rereminds me that God is love and there's no fear in perfect love, is there..? nope, none.

Today's my younger brother's birthday. Michael is officially 14. MY GOOOOD! I'm so old. =(

Sometimes, I have to snap myself into the fact that my little brother isn't a baby anymore, even though he looks it. He's so popular, funny, cute, and smart. heehee. I love my bro.