should i tell?

i had a very awkward dream with two awkward people in it. I converse in an awkward conversation with one awkward person while the other awkward person sat listening to our awkward conversation.

i'll never tell.

Aside from my idiosyncracies...I've learned a few things about myself lately.

i like to do things on my own time. i cannot be rushed. if i am rushed, i get frustrated easily.

i dislike being restricted. i don't like boundaries. i don't like tight clothing, nor do i like being told that i can't do something.

i'm a pessimist to some and then an optimist to others. for those that i can be real with, i'm often a pessimist. for those that i think i have to maintain a reputation with, i'm often an optimist [how sad, wish i could be an optimist all the time]