I went to sleep at 10. I woke up at 8 to use the restroom. I went back to sleep a few minutes after. Then, i woke up at 11:30. My teacher should never cancel class, otherwise, i sleep 12+ hours.
I had the most surreal dream though. The entire dream's setting was right by the ocean or lake. My family had decided to go on a family trip and it was around the time that i was going to turn 21 (i remember this because my parents were joking about how i could buy alcohol while looking so young in the dream).But once we reached our destination, I ran off to meet with my friends from Baylor. I thought it was kind of ironic that i was on a family trip and end up playing with my friends. But i didn't care. I went to play tag with what seemed like a mix of people from AFC and ASA. One of the girls had a BB gun, not one of the guys, but one of the girls had a BB gun. She and I started to pick up rocks in place of the little pellets. She shot at people and we would start laughing at them right when they got hit. I felt so cruel. At the same time, it was exhilarating.
I think i miss having fun. It's been a while. I know that i laugh once in a while. But i don't remember the last time that i truly had fun where i could be carefree and enjoy life and its blessings. I often vicariously live through the life of others or through the ones i see on media. But that's unrealistic, yes?
I sure hope this weekend will be good.
reminder: do not call oppa.
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