I'm going through a dark period. I don't understand a lot of the things i do. I think i upset people when i really don't mean to. I want to make a decision for my future. I want to set goals for myself. I want to know what will happen a year from now. But if i don't step into the water, how will i ever know?
Life is about taking risks. It's when you trust God that everything makes sense.
Maybe i am having a hard time trusting God for my relationships, my career, my family, and for myself. It's been a long time since i've heard from him. I wonder if i shout to him, he'll hear me call him.
I'm scared of stepping on people's toes. I'm scared of making the wrong move to upset people. I'm not being myself. I have a hard time trusting people. I sense a lot of my relationships are one-way, because i make them that way.
No comments:
Post a Comment